..pApa, Im a GoOd gUrL..

Oh father, see me living free,

Oh mother, please stay away from me?

Oh sister, won't you stop talking please?

Oh Jesus, you f***** Jesus,

Why won't you help me?

Oh father, you know how I love you,

Oh mother, you know how I hate you,

Oh sister, you know how I despise you,

Oh Jesus, f*** your mother Mary.

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I'm consumed in my own world.

Every hour seems like endless years and all I hear is how they would laugh at me when I try.

I am so miserable without no one to turn to, no one to cry on, felt so numb inside.

I blame it all to those who ruined me for eternity, took away the love, gone without sanity.

Couldn't even remember how it all begun, my hatred...when will it disappear?

Then, there was a flash of memories.

And I saw my father looking at me with those eyes, it made me cry, made me want to die.

It was filled with pain.

I knew I disappointed him.

But I promise I wanted to make him proud.

Someday, somehow...I wish I could...But sorry, I wasn't strong enough.

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Oh father, see me living free,

Oh mother, please stay away from me?

Oh sister, would you stop talking please?

Oh Jesus, you f***** Jesus,

You call your self a savior

So why won't you help me?

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It made me think what's wrong with all the people around,

All the things that are happening, oh, why so confusing?

I'm tired of pretending like I'm ok.

God knows it's killing me

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She never stop on telling me what to do, what's right. Oh mother, I just can't, you see..

She never pause on criticizing me, blaming me like it was a huge crime. Oh sist just shut up..

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I'm crying out loud for peace and love in this world,

When I heard them laughing hard at me.
i'd love to hit them and slap them without my father knowing.

I'd love to see their pale faces as I stare and grin my teeth at them.

Would they be happy, angry or sad?

Somebody, tell me.

See, mom I'm tired of your acting, my sis criticizing.

Don't tel me I'm bad and to blame when it wasn't my fault, it never was...I can't leave coz anyhow, some people are still there to make me smile.

I want to prove to him, there's still a way.

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If you think I got nowhere to go, F*** I always have.

See, none of you can stop me...Now, don't tell me you're so much better.

Sorry, but believe me, I'd feel wonderful if the both of you disappear.

Hear my prayer, God...prayer of a sinful one..

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Oh father, I'm sorry for all I've done.

Oh mother, please cry infront of me.

Oh sister, go burn in hell, I pray.

I hear angels talking about me from up above.

They say I'm bad, and I'm to blame.

I hear devils whispering down from hell.

Saying, good girl, now come and have some fun..

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giRLz, pArty&DriNkz

A girl is much more than she seems She's not a toy by any means Underneath all the make-up and hair There's a tag that says: "Handle with care"

A heart is not a play thing. A heart is not a toy But if you want it broken Just give it to a boy

A wise man once said, "I don't know, go ask a woman!"

Boys are like a box of chocolates...You never know which one has nuts

Busy beautifing myself, it's a girl thing.

Friends are forever, and Guys are whatever ... But when worse comes to worse ... My GIRLS Come First!

God made man before women because you always make a rough draft before the final masterpiece.

I hate thongs, I mean come on, who needs to floss their ass?

I know I'm beautiful but I still need my make-up.

If you think girls are all for clothes make-up, jewelry and boys, then you're right.

Wait for the boy who will drop everything for you at any time of the day just to see you. Wait for the boy that will make an ordinary moment seem magical. Wait for the boy that you can't help but smile when you see, and when he smiles, you know he needs you. Wait for the boy who will be your best friend. the one who wants to show you off to the world even in your sweats with no make up...but most of all, wait for the boy who will put you in the center of the universe, because he is obviously the center of yours

Waiting for the right guy, meanwhile having fun with all the wrong ones. A drunk girl's words are a sober girl's thoughts... Wait for me to come back, and see what I have to say ;) Getting drunk is a skill, alright!?! Hey %n I'm busy right now... there is a bottle, boys, and a circle... come back when my turn is done ;) I live for the nights I'll never remember with the friends I'll never forget! I live my life one shot at a time. Life is a waste of time. Time is a waste of life. So lets all get wasted, And have the time of our lives! Sometimes when I reflect back on all the beer I drink I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver."