I Am A Cursed Creature

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I am a cursed creature.
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Eternity, I will be alive.
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But death is my middle name, a soul in chain.
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I bleed an endless flux.
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My tears dried up for years.
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But I still weep of a promised love unending.
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Luck does not hear me.
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Life has abandoned me forever.
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I could only pray I would be stoned soon.
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Smiles have left me.
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I embraced hurt so much now that it doesn't feel
like hurt anymore.
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It only felt now like a habit, involuntarily arising.
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I am a cursed creature.
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A detained spirit.
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A poor soul in fated agony.
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