I came from being Killua to Rukawa to Chaos to Goddess to Cherry blossom to Kiyuki Meili Chizuko to Diamond Stone to Aurora Caelestis to Mistress Gaga to Rukiyuki.
I am multiple in personality, having many faces, numerous identity.
Let me then give you the main fractions of my being:
From Anonymity, I became Gravity, From Gravity, I returned to Anonymity, And from Anonymity, I was pulled back to Gravity.
Anonymity. For once, I was unknown, I never had a name, a real identity, or
was I ever an entity once?
I am someone you will never know, exact and specific.
Gravity. There was this great force which pulled me into its swirl of energy.
It was Gravity.
Lost in anonymity, I found Gravity, pulling me back to the ground of existence, pulling me back to the abyss of my soul, my real soul.
There I found,
a pond of emotions,
of different faces,
of different entities.
Ah, is this me?
is this my soul?
Why, I am not just one, I am many. It was like walking into a wardrobe of various colors and designs, it was extraordinary.
I learned now that I can easily grab one mask and wear it on occasion, I now learned it was not my curse, it was actually what made me special, what made me exquisitely rare. so, now, why would I bother, fret over if people don't like me? if they couldn't understand me? if they choose to mock me?
I now thought,
maybe it was really my intention to confuse people,
to deviate them from my truth.
Maybe...
I always enjoyed playing their minds,
...tricks and stones...
I was a good puzzle...
...that I almost fooled even myself of the reality...
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